world wind of emotions

I thought i would make a blog, to document my life and how fucking shit it is.
i think it would be interesting when im older to read back and see what i have done and what i have achieved, as you can  probably tell i am not a grammar natzi, i cant spell and i dont even care.
i wish i made a blog earlier it would have been class to document how i am going with my modeling, im not going to dwell in the past though, so im going to post one picture from each set i have done so far on this post, then after i will post pictures when i receive them, and comment on what i like and all the things i dislike about it.




My most recent picture i have received, i do like this, mainly for the fact it doesnt look like me, im so glad i got my creepers, the classic creeper pose i do always gets picked from the photographer. i dont have much to say about this photo, i probably will after a few days and begin to hate it




I think this photo is the best out of my portfolio, i dont even look pretty on it but it deffs has a fashion feel to it, compared to the others which are more 'indie' marrrn




Like i said, classic creepers pose, i like this photo because of my black lips, none  of the other photos turned out very good though, when it focused into my face you could see how badly my makeup had been done, and my hair was so flat.

 

I allways enjoy my shoots with mark, he is the one person who actually plays music whilst im posing, which helps me relax sooooooo much, i like how my skin looks nice but i hated how you could see my brace in nearly every photo, upsets me quite a bit.




I was so awkward on this shoot, it was a bunch of men all taking photos of like 4 models, it was a group shoot thing, ahhhhhhhhh gawd, the location says it all, graffiti walls, i guess i didnt get the memo that it was for slaggy wannabee glamour models who wore less material covering there fake baked bodies than i would have ever thought possible, so yeah i was this tall skinny flat chested girl who only brought this outfit and a joy division tee.




ah i liked this one, hair in face = kewl photo
my hair is rats tho




I cried actually so much after this, after being referred to as david bowie, and being the ugliest and fattest model there, was awful, i remember coming home after having a tab, i lay in bed crying at how ugly i am,  decided i am going on a diet and never modeling again. im so dramatic, but it is a bad photo i must admit




ahhhhh my indie as fuck photos from richy, i like these, these where on ASOS.com
meggaaa high five for me, since i had zero experience and shit dip dyed hair
i dont even look like me, i think im a lot skinnier now than what i was in this picture
i do like it though, they went down a storm on faceybee




OH GAWDDDDDDD bless me i was so awkward on this, it was my first propper shoot with daniel, i didnt know what to do, shannon came with me, she took the absolute piss out me, i love her shes such a cunt




hahahhahaa omg it is a cringe to look at this, it wasnt even that long ago ither
we had a photographer come into college and my tutor suggested that i should model, because my photo came out okay compared to the others. i guess without college i wouldnt have ever started modeling